I was in forever 21 a few different times and always heard this female voice singing about….still being in love, or about how she wishes she was still in love….something like that. If there is ANY song you can think of that might be this….let a girl know!

For some reason, I wake up everyday wanting to change who I am. Looks, feelings, personality, reactions, all of it. And everyday I wake up and do nothing to change it. I have no motivation to do anything different with my life. I would have gone to beauty school already, lost weight already, be gone to a different college to be a teacher already, and would just be more positive and wouldn’t get jealous. Instead of this I am still continuously going to bed confused and waking up numb.